Simple, Pure, and really, really cute - Lively Innocence: July 2006

Finch - What it is to burn (breakup song)

Today is on fire
The sky is bleeding above me, and i am blistered
I walk these lines of blasphemy, everyday
And still...

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

I feel diseased
Is there no sympathy from the sun
The sky still far
But I am safe in here, from the world outside

So tell me
What's the price to pay for glory

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

Today is fire, and she burns
Today is fire, and she burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns
She burns

Like a bad star, I'm falling faster down to her
She's the only one who knows, what it is to burn

(If my gf reads this, this will be the last post I'll dedicate to her.)

Breaking up... and a Revival of an old flame

It's hard to explain, but it had to be done.

2 weeks ago, me and my gf argued, and in the end, we decided to break up. But the hard part is, although I aknowlegded my fault, she couldnt forgive me, saying that to forgive is to let people do more evil, which is not necessarily true.

I dont think that she realizes 2 things, that if we do more evil after we are forgiven, then we commit a heavier sin and if we dont give mercy and pity to others, then we also commit sin, since God teches us to forgive and to be forgiven and afterwards live a better life...

But we are also human, and although we sin a lot, it doesnt mean we should be denied of mercy.

Well, I've somewhat gotten over the pain, and I'm willing to move on, but who knows? It might turn out into something far more greater... And hopefully in something even more beautiful, after all God has his plans... God is Good all the time and vice versa... ^_^

Maybe this is just a sign of things to come, whether good or bad... But I believe, hope and pray for the best for all of us... ^_^

Friday, July 21, 2006

Finch - What it is to burn (breakup song)

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Breaking up... and a Revival of an old flame