I know that you love me.
I know that you care for me.
But after what happened.
I am not sure anymore if you can be happy with me.
I did you great harm.
I made you suffer through my selfishness.
You were not happy at all.
Instead you were sorrowful due to my unwarranted self importance.
My selfishness led to me being lazy;
to me being scared; to me lacking motivation.
And it's due to those things and others,
that you have lost faith in me.
I wonder why?
Why am I like this?
Why am I selfish?
Why am I do mind myself more than you?
I am trying my best to look for the answers;
to rise myself anew.
but each time I try,
those same things drag me down.
You tried your best to help me,
to understand and console me.
But all that to no avail,
and it seems your limit has been reached.
I am really sorry for everything.
I don't want to lose you.
Yes, my selfishness and ignorance has come to this,
but I hope that you would still forgive and love me.
I know it will be tough.
but I will do my best to change.
I don't want to be like this any longer.
And I don't want you to get hurt because of me.
I still love you, despite all this.
I do hope you still love me too.
Pray for me, my love, that I may change;
so that I can embrace you with open arms, again.
I'm just me. That's all you need to know~ :D
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