Simple, Pure, and really, really cute - Lively Innocence: January 2007

When i leave
I wanna wait for the silence
You gave me all you've got
And now i stand here waving to you
But still you smile
You're still looking back
Maybe i just wasn't kind enough
I'm fighting urges to fall again
Yet i stumble
Yet i stumble

These roses died three days since
Black roses died we said goodbye
These roses died three days since
I'm sorry, i miss you

How do i remain complete
When all we bled is lost
We could've burned the earth and sky
A second chance, the seconds spent
Each other's shadow, should've known
I'm fighting urges to fall again
Yet i stumble
Yet i stumble

These roses died three days since
Black roses died we said goodbye
These roses died three days since
I'm sorry, i miss you

Hear this, i'm yours
I'm at your feet
(inside this heart you still remain
But faded letters are erased)

These roses died three days since
Black roses died we said goodbye
These roses died three days since
I'm sorry, i miss you

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depression made me post this. I dunno why. *blink*

Saturday, January 13, 2007

bad day.

I'm difintely not in a good mood today.

I may have done good in the NCAE mock test but it came with a price: losing my wallet.

As in I have 2k cash in there and I supposed to use that for my meet with Luna next saturday...

It really sucks.. Worse part is, those involve might not even be telling the truth.

I dunno... It's just too irritating. Words cannot describe the sadness and anger that I felt during that afternoon.

Damn my stupidity and ignorance.. What a great day to be emo....

Thursday, January 11, 2007

The "pepe" way

Hmmm... Honestly speaking, I envy pepe. Why? Because he's always cheerful, yet has all the right stuff. He's everything you want in a smart guy... I really do respect his way a.k.a. the "pepe" way simply because he does what he does because that reflects him.

As in look at this. He is much of a liberal, good at dance dance revolution, a very fast learner (faster than me), good in science, math and other stuff... I dunno about sports though...

He's also well known for his unmatched english at the same time his sensibility. He's also humorous and very kind at times.. But one thing that I kinda get irritated about him is his thought of superiority. As in... Although he wants to think of it, he sometimes forget thatwe are all human, no one is higher than anyone, because we belong in the same race, despite the differences...

However, all in all, pepe is a great person, I a really must say, the pepe way could be one of the right ways. That's my opinion, but I'll still go with my own path XD

Saturday, January 06, 2007

Chicosci - A Promise

Now you are my beloved ghost
And here i'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take

The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still, just be with me

This wine
From my veins
These gifts
We'll take
And i'll be
The kiss
The gun
We'll be draining their blood again

Embrace the rest of me
Well be racing through the night
Again, embrace the rest of me
And then we'll feast on them, celebrating

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me

I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see

Denied another day
Life took you away
...i'll love you just the same

Cause you are my beloved ghost
And here i'll wait for you to sing
Then we will have eternity
A promise to keep haunting me
The sky is ours to keep tonight
Together in this silent sleep
We are the mist that fills the air
Lie still, just be with me

I'm not alone
I can feel your eyes on me
I'm not alone
Your soul for all the world to see
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this is the lyric of my background music, it's in honor of my newfound crush who loves chicosci XD

Monday, January 01, 2007

xmas parties galore

hehe.. 1 week, 2 x-mas parties... and i could see the difference between fun and boringness...

We had our class xmas party last Dec. 20.. But the day before that, we kinda lost the carol fest because of the fault of some of our classmates.. Thus, the xmas party we had is not as lively as expected.. Overall, it was uber boring that I couldnt wait to get out of school and play RFOnline then go home XD

Two days later, we had the xmas EB of the GensoSuikoGaiden Clan... Actually, I went to urumi's group instead of nara's group, although I saw nara going to xynapse's house XD Anyway, I kinda helped out with the decors and when Miyu came, she helped out as well, and we had some fun...

The gaidens arrived at xynapse's house at around 3:00 and it kinda ticked me off because the delay was uber long... At least I got some praise/recognition from mistress kakurine.. In fact she still has my intermediate pad that she borrowed from me XD

Overall, it was much more fun although I had to leave at around 5:00 pm because I hate going late night while I'm still in high school.. I just went to my dad's office, watched some xxxholic and went home...

Well, I could say that the GSG party is better than my class' xmas party.. Simply because there was more unity present in the Gaidens rather than in our class... I just hope that in the beginning of this new year, we may be able to start anew and become better classmates/clanmates...

Belated merry xmas and happy new year XD