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A wild weekend...

Yawn... Saturday was fun but sunday... especially sunday night, I have mixed emotions...

As in, last saturday, me and my friends in pROSE went out to meet each other and watch MI3, at the same time my GF was there as well, so we considered that as a date....

Now, we didn't get to finish the movie (bummer... <_<), however, I was able to get some cardcaptor sakura collectibles... XD

It's was fun and I was really happy...

But last sunday night, I was listening to our parish priest's sermon, he was really serious about vocations... Then I remembered all the signs, the symbols, everything... As if God was really giving me a choice... Either get married or become a priest...

At first it was hard to decide, since I don't wanna break people hearts, especially my Girlfriend... I prayed and talked to God about it... And I kept thinking, what should I do?! I was totally breaking down, and really crying at that time...

Then, I figured, I asked my girlfriend through text... She told me that I should go where my heart desires...

I thought to myself, am I thinking so much that I forgot that my emotions are important? Am I taking this more seriously than usual? So, I meditated and thoguht about it for a while... Then, my heart told me, choose the one, that is right for you... Then, images of both christ and clara appeared... I had to choose, but I have decided, I must be with whom I love more than anyone except God, who is none other than clara...

I reflected on my decision, then I realized something very beautiful, it doesn't matter if you become a priest or not... All that matters is that you're happy with what you are now and what you choose... No matter how dire the consequences are, If your happy with everything that happened and what you have, then God is happy... ^_^

Gos is good, alll the time and vice versa.... ^_

Monday, May 08, 2006

A wild weekend...