Simple, Pure, and really, really cute - Lively Innocence: November 2010

I'll cut to the chase. Apparently, we won't be able to defend this term. We have invested too much time in our system that we ended up not being able to do much about our document. *Sighs*. Looks like we'll end up taking another term in the school then.

But on a lighter note, apparently instead of me feeing sad, I actually felt more... relieved. Could it be because our adviser saved us from the humiliation of defense? Would it be because we were actually given another shot at actually completing our thesis? Is it because it is God indirectly telling me that it's not yet time for me to leave th university for now?

I could think of many reasons why I feel that way. Actually I find it quite weird for me to feel like that. Maybe that's because I tend to end up accepting the mistakes that I (and as well as my thesismates) have done and have actually learned a thing or two from them. Or maybe it's because it's pointless arguing about whose fault is it that the entire group failed for the second time.

Heh. So many questions, 'ne? But meh, it made me think that God does have a funny way of doing things. Apparently though, he does things in accordance to what you have done to deserve it. The consequence is determined by the amount of effort done on one task, apparently. In our case, we did a lot, but it seems it wasn't enough, therefore God just gave us our "just reward", but at the same time indirectly, he tells us, not to lose hope, and keep trying to succeed. We just need to do more effort.

Well, quoting Alanis Morissette in her song "Ironic":

"Well life has a funny way of sneaking up on you
When you think everything's okay and everything's going right
And life has a funny way of helping you out when
You think everything's gone wrong and everything blows up
In your face"

I guess she is right anyway. Life and God have funny ways of doing things. No point in crying over spilled milk if it happened anyway. I guess the only thing I can do right now is just move on, face the consequences and work harder in order to really set things straight and, finally, be able to make things right.

Just hope and pray for us. Pray that we may be able to find the strength and the determination to finish what we have started and do what is needed to do. I hope and pray that by the end of next term, we'll finally be able to graduate.

Love.

Been almost a month since the last blog post. Sorry if I haven't updated. A lot of things have happened in the past few weeks, but they all have a common theme: Love.

Yeah. I already got a girlfriend. It was not really that sudden though. I actually liked her. It all started when we decided to hang out with each other to watch a few movies. Though yeah, admittedly my money got burned because of that but meh, being with her was worth it. Afterwards it's all... sudden. Eventually we fell in love and in the end, we became a couple.

It's really hard to describe the actually process, but I'm glad that she became my girlfriend. Despite the challenges, like her job schedules and my academic work among other things, still we try to find time to really be with one another and really get to know more about each other. We both really make this relationship as fruitful as possible, and it is really likely that it will be.

Yeah, She loves me, I love her even more. I don't really care about what other people think about this. I don't really mind what would be the consequences. I love her. She loves me. To me that is the most important thing right now. I don't need anything else. All I need is her love and God... and a dancing banana.

We've been through a lot even though our relationship is just nearly 2 months old. However, I'm quite sure that our bonds of love will transcend all trials and difficulties, and will stand the tests of time and distance. Hopefully by the grace of God and through the things we do, we may be able to really make this relationship a meaningful and fruitful one.

To my girlfriend, I love you. *hugs and kisses*

Friday, November 05, 2010

Happy Birthday Blog!

5 more years!

Half a decade has past and this blog is all but dead. Meh. Hopefully in the next few days/weeks, I'll make it alive again~

Anyway, cheers! Happy Birthday dear blog~

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

God has a funny way of doing things.

Love.

Friday, November 05, 2010

Happy Birthday Blog!