You know this morning, when I told you that I couldn't come today, apparently though you took it in a negative light, and even though after that outburst you ended up telling me it's alright or you understand, I sometimes wonder if you really do think that way, or you're like Sophie who keeps some sort of grudge whenever someone does something wrong to you.
I dunno. It made me actually think if I'm actually able to keep up with this. You know me, I have a short fuse, though I complement it with a horde of patience. And I also think that your sudden outbursts can be due to either stress or lack of sleep, though in this case it's apparent that the latter holds true. But meh. Right now, I just feel... distant towards you right now. It's been a while since I felt this distance and I now I'm having doubts if I really know you or you're just hiding a lot of stuff from me.
*shrugs* I'll just shrug it off for now, knowing this is just something isolated. But always remember that I am very transparent, and I'll always tell what I'm planning to do beforehand. To me, I think you should do the same as well. I still love you though, and I still want this to last.
...and yeah, I'm just posting this here, in my blog since I'm abstaining from plurk for nao.
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